Otto woke me up around 6:00 this morning by putting his huge wet head across my forehead. When he gets like this, it’s usually best to get up and feed him,
After dog chores, and making a bit of coffee, I headed for the writing cabin.
I radioed ahead and Lisa was ready for me. She already had her pirate gear on. I breezed past her and made for my office.
After a quick check of social media, and baseball standings, I stared up into a pair of malignant black eyes.
Doubt opened his wings and sailed off his perch, landing on my desk. He made one of those guttural throaty noises only a raven can make.
“I get it,” I said. “It’s time to get on with it.” I opened up the manuscript for Voyage of the Lanternfish.
Doubt croaked at me as I read the first page. I found a couple of wordy passages and fixed them.
These weren’t direct enough, and the repairs helped me get into a deeper point of view.
I kept going.
Doubt interrupted me a few places, and I gave most passages a second thought. I didn’t fix many.
“Not this time, buddy. I have a lot of things to doubt in my life, but this manuscript isn’t one of them. I like this story, and you aren’t going to cloud it up for me this time.”
I kept moving. By the time the day ended, I’d moved through 187 pages. This likely doesn’t mean much, because all writers write differently. My style is a lot of white space on the page. I’ll likely have more pages than some other author.
It took most of the day, but it was a good day. Doubt tried his best to put me off his game, but it didn’t work.
I have tomorrow off too, and intend to keep going. This is a good story, and I want to have it ready as soon as I recover a bit of promotion money.
Can’t you get some sun flower seed for Doubt and busy him out.
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Doubt can never be eliminated, only overcome.
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True
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Scarecrows don’t help with Doubt, huh?
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Sometimes Doubt is helpful. Sometimes he is an obstacle to be overcome.
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I love how you’ve given Doubt a persona but I’m all for banishing him too. Sounds like a good day. Press on!
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Sometimes a bit of Doubt is useful. Too much Doubt is debilitating. Learning to deal with him is a lifelong lesson.
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Reblogged this on Where Genres Collide.
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Thanks, Traci.
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You’re welcome, Craig!
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Glad to hear you had a good day. Hope tomorrow goes smoothly, too.
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No big plans this weekend, except for dog care. Everything else is a bonus.
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Awesome day. I’m envious…I mean happy for you. Ditch the doubt and carry on.
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Working on it, I promise.
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I’m glad doubt wasn’t able to cloud your mind with this one, and look forward to when it’s finished, and funds will allow you to publish it.
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Doubt is something to be dealt with, but never completely banished.
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Reblogged this on anita dawes and jaye marie.
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Thanks for the reblog.
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Don’t you just love it when things come together, despite doubt sticking his nose in!
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Doubt is always part of the equation when making big steps.
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That is supposed to be how it works, but I tend to get them afterwards!
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I could tell you to have confidence in your writing and ignore doubt, but you wouldn’t listen because it is in most of our natures to question ourselves and our work until it is validated by outside persons and even then one bad review undermines 20 good ones. I am sure your book is excellent, Craig, just like the others that I have read.
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The more times I do this, the less influence Doubt has. He’s always there, even in the background though.
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I’m with John – give Doubt some sunflower seeds and shove him in a corner.
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I think he prefers field mice, and I don’t allow them in the cabin.
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I loved this post! So perfect to have a raven named Doubt “help” you revise. I can empathize.
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I love the raven. I am so glad you don’t cave in to self-doubt.
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He’s always there, but he can be overcome.
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Inspiring, even to non-writers.
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